Last Day of the
month, Wed 31 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicTake your pick
of the rest!..
Be
a Hero, Write to your Congressman (MP if you're in the UK), Complete a Labour of
Love, Become an Eco-Warrior, Turn Your Lights (TV, computers, DVD's,
all things on stand-by) OFF!!!!!, Nourish and encourage a child (mentally,
emotionally and nutritiously), Nourish and encourage an adult the same way,
Reduce your Consumption, Reduce your production of waste, Recycle, Cycle instead
of drive, Adopt a Child, Adopt an Abandoned Animal, Adopt-A-Highway, Expand your
consciousness, THINK and STOP before making more babies, Give 5% of your income
to charity, March when it matters, Extinguish your 'negativity vampire',
Regularly re-evaluate your values, Question everything you haven't seen with
your own eyes, that parades as the truth.
For
charity, environment (better than taking a bus or a car)... or just
fun.. Cycling in
Golden Gate Park yesterday... just beautiful.
A
heads up to visit my man RAY on
MySpace. A San Francisco 'psychaedelia plus' music maker/producer I met in
a roundabout way.. And this message for Ms Hope Eternal, (if she searches her name and
reads this)... Look up 'LisaLampinelli' .. see if you can get a
DVD.. hysterically funny 'insult' comedienne. Apart from that.. just
groovin' along. Watched the SAG Awards last night (an award show every
week.. this one from the Screen Actors' Guild).. and noticed that almost
everyone I meet in California has their SAG and Equity cards; works in Music,
Movies, Television, 'Design', Real Estate or Technology. Has worked on or been an
extra or had a bit part in this film or that film that went to Sundance.
Other careers... maybe psychic, meth-cooker, fruit-picker, grass-grower, bicycle
and roller skates renter, lots of jobs in the sex trade,. Lots of
possibilities.
Did something a little
different last night... went to a 'self-hypnosis' seminar.. 2 hours of what was
pretty much a 'one on one' (I guess not that many people want to sort their
heeds oot) and discovered some fascinating truths. Whatever your 'problem'
might be.. whether it's a f*cked up way you think, a fact of habit, an uncomfortable
addiction, a lack of confidence, a stress-trigger... whatever that thing is.. it
probably 'began' with a specific event. Something happened at some time that took
you 'into' a situation.. you have to backtrack to that point and take
yourself back OUT of it again. 'Suggestion' while in a hypnotic state is one
way... of course, you should identify the moment the problem began
before you begin trying to solve it. I pin-pointed
a really BIG ONE... the day me and Ian Jones signed our lousy publishing deal.
That was the day it all began for us.. the good AND the bad.
Thurs 25 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicRe-write the
book!...
Dennis
Hopper dune-buggies down an isolated beach, pulls up to the camera and
declares: 'The
Baby-Boomer generation is re-writing the book on retirement.... You won't be
playing Bingo on Saturday night.. You want more out of life!"
Well..
I happen to LIKE bingo.. I played it for the first time
when I was 15 and won, so a very favourable 'bingo' memory is mine. But
apart from the new nature of retirement, apparently baby-boomers (the new
retirees) enjoy 'gettin' high' as much as they did when they were in college.
According
to Reuters, the ubiquitous Baby Boomers, i.e. those in their late 50's
through late 60's - have never stopped gettin' high on illegal substances.
The motto, 'If it feels good DO IT!!' has been a benchmark of their long lives,
surprising all the sociologists, who suppose a 'mature' adult would,
'eventually', naturally, STOP
GETTIN' HIGH!
Well Ha Ha on
that!!!! Life's too long to go unstoned into that dark night.... But what actually happens DURING that
dark night?????
I've
been reading a book by the ever-astonishing
Norman
Mailer - 'AncientEvenings'
- which puts a whole new spin on what might happen post-death.. well not a new spin, an 'ancient' spin...
Beliefs re the after-life and the journey of the soul shared by everyone from
the Egyptians to the Tibetans to Carlos
Castaneda's 'Don Juan'... The journey of your soul after you breath your last is,
apparently, more epic than the brief journey of your flesh whilst on this mortal
coil, so whatever you do... don't let them just tip you into a dumpster. Make sure you've
put aside the dosh for an embalmer and
a few dozen arcane priests to aid your Ka and Ku and all other of the seven
bits, on their long long journey.. during the last part of which, your Ka must swim a river of human excrement;
the 'Duad' where all unresolved passions,
unexercised hopes and unrealised dreams have fallen.
[My
advice: Make the crossing less of a trial, by resolving your
passions, exercising your hopes and REALISING YOUR DREAMS while alive.]
Re:
life in the here and now... movies and sunsets.. Saw 'THE PAINTED VEIL'
which has renewed an interest in the writings of W Somerset Maugham, as has
another of his great stories now on film, 'THE GOOD SHEPHERD', which we saw
twice!!! it was that good!!.. or maybe it just explained what my dad got up to as
a Yale frat boy. Tuesday night's 'State of The Union
Address' from another Yale frat
boy, George Dubya, has us all shaking in our boots.. If the planet
doesn't get fried into a glutinous, toxic, globally cooked, sea of nuclear dust
any time soon... I intend to read more books, watch more sunsets and go to more
movies as I work out precisely how I'm going to ensure my soul's safe journey.
The new
buzzword in hi-tech... not, "Are you talented? Are you good at what
you do?
Have you got ideas, are you employable???".. but simply "Are
You 'Relevant'?"
Does
what you have to offer as a 'professional' and an individual actually matter in
the current climate of change?
Thurs 18 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicMake a GREAT
movie...
Saw
'BOBBY' last night. A
film written and directed by Emilio Estevez which maybe should have beat Babel for Best
Picture @ The Golden Globes and maybe should win a few Oscars. I left the cinema absolutely moved and
somewhat shocked at
the depth, structure, detail and seamless passages of the
screenplay. Every actor in the ensemble was superb. Even Demi Moore
delivering a 5-star performance as the drunken 'Connie Frances' style
singer. And Sharon Stone, fearlessly exploiting her aged distance from her
own ingenue. All of them, Martin Sheen, Helen Hunt, Bill Macy, Ashton
Kuchner (sp?) as the acid-pushing dope-dealer to the stars and campaign
canvassers... Emilio Estevez (not only behind the camera but in front of
it) playing Demi Moore's tormented hubby, Christian Slater, Lawrence Fishburn, Heather Graham and a passel of newcomers.. particularly the young
actor playing the hispanic bus-boy in the hotel who actually held the fallen Kennedy in his arms. Every
vignette was coherent and deep and sewn together like a modern and relevant 'GRAND HOTEL' and of course, the
REEL footage from the last day of BobbyKennedy's life
as he approached his final walk to what should have been a glorious night
celebrating a victory, but was just a date with a bullet.
Wed 17 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicCreate 'A World
Where This Works'...
Finally
last night: attended The
SF360Short Films @ The Mezzanine..
Some were so funny, i.e "The Pity Card", others taking the smallest idea and turning it into
a creative moment; i.e. John C Reilly polling
passers-by with "Are you anybody's favourite
person?" The film-maker who borrowed a deep-sea mini-submarine
and took off into the depths of Monterey Bay to prove 'Squids are wonderful mothers!' (and boy are they! I'll never eat
squid again!)... and the final film offering of the night - 'NEDJMIA' - was
just a killer. A mini-doc about a precocious and fully self-aware 13-year old girl in the
Yemeni town of Sanaa. Even though still a child, Nedjmia knows Sanaa is too
small, too confining for the future she envisions for herself and she boldly
tells everyone she meets that this is so!!! She swaggers the streets like
an alpha boy, wearing the pants, straddling bicycles and
just (quite miraculously from money earned showing tourists the sights) buys herself a motorbike! She plays brilliant football, cracks jokes and puts
anyone smack in-their-place
with stunning one-liners when they suggest she should 'take the veil' and act like
a 'proper young lady'. Everything the young ''Nedjmia' does would see her hung from a goal-post
under a Taliban regime. The hooded eyes of the men watching this child, breathe MURDER. To the
camera they slyly smile and say, 'her father should beat her'... 'if she was my sister I
would string her up by her feet and beat her...' .. 'she's
unnatural." Watching the film gave me the eerie sense I was
witnessing a forensic team, piecing together the pre-death scenes of a
murder; this girl's inevitable murder.
The sympathetic
film-maker, also a young woman
originally from Sanaa in Yemen (who remarkably escaped the veil and the confines of that
traditional life by emigrating with her family to California), warns us time and
time again that Nedjmia's personality and fire may not be enough to keep her
safe for much longer. The film ends with a post-script: 7 months after completion, Nedjmia was forced by her family to take
the veil. The film-maker travelled back to Yemen and petitioned the government
with the supplication that her brightness, intelligence,
imagination and fire were too good to waste. Apparently, Nedjmia is
being sent on for further education through special channels. We all
breathed a sigh of relief. Which brings me to....
"A
World Where This Works!":
Steve Elliott's (the compere of the SF360
night) phrase describing the purpose
of creativity and expressionism, not just in film and documentary making.. but
bravely in all media.. to create 'a world where this works'.. where you can
effect a change. Where daring and imaginative ideas create a solution to
common problems. A world where this works.. He said that's the kind of
world he wants to live in. That thought has stayed with me. That
what may appear to be silly or pointless exercises can evoke magickal effects.
He says he wants to go through life as if they do.. it's a state of mind that
creates an eventuality. Speaking
of which, in this long passage... I did the quick math of my financial situation
and decided that in a world where 'thisworks'.. I.. uh.. needed
to! Miraculously, a job appeared.. post M*CW*RLD
Expo and a
giant computer magazine publisher needs all hands on deck for a PR
exercise. Craig's LIst is just incredible. You can find a job for a
day, a week, a month.. for the rest of your life.. and it's all kind of fun,
wacky and interesting.. so that's me this week.. three days of calling
people up and asking how they liked M*CW*RLD
and trying to sell them some future advertising space. So 'consumer'.. but
so California. You have to do these things while you're here. Still,
nothing beats the old ways:
Last
words on different things... there's one special moment that makes all other
moments pale into insignificance.. it's that moment when you're at the head of
the line in some 'art-house' waiting for the popcorn in the popcorn machine to
pop.. there's a hundred people impatiently fidgeting behind you and one
absolutely mind-blowingly adorable guy (obviously a film-maker too), who
impertinently, repeatedly and with a big smile and some cute flirtatious bubbles
of conversation bumps up against you (over and over and over again) as he checks
the progress of the buttered gruel in it's tin pot! Chemistry.
Simple chemistry makes even the magick of movies pale to momentary
insignificance.
The Leo
horoscope for the week suggests:
"Ignore practicalities, seek out that which inspires you."
With that
directive in mind, I head once again to the beach and up around the Cliff House
walk to
watch another perfect Steely Dan sunset. The love affair between the
Pacific Ocean and the setting sun is a never-ending source of complete joy and
inspiration for me. But what about later?
A quick
spin through the SF Weekly music guide sends no shivers of desire up OR
down my spine. Live music in SF has always been a plentiful
catch-as-catch-can potluck of styles, talents and desperations. Some
people do it for love. Some
people do it for fun. Some people do it for free. And some people
do it because it's just what they've always done. .. So.. oK... a
movie. Two must sees on the list:
'Bobby' and 'Letters From Iwo Jima', or I can accept an invitation to
TheMezzanine Clubon Jessie Street (off 5th, bet Market & Mission), for a showing of short films courtesy of SF360.
A mini warm-up and taster of things to come for the 50th San Francisco Film Festival this Spring and SF's
immediate answer to the Sundance
Film Festival which kicked off with much fanfare (and
many email incitements from 'Shooters' to check out their films..)
While I'm
pondering the incredible blue of the ocean and the other incredible blue of the
sky I'm also pondering last night's Golden Globe Awards. 'Babel'
won Best Picture. Helen Mirren won for 'The Queen'. Marty
Scorcese for 'The Departed'. No surprises there. But this
passage is about
tonight??? Maybe the horoscope is wrong and I SHOULD FOCUS on
practicalities.. maybe stay in and do some accounting.. some nifty
number-crunching with receipts and bank-balances. Now that sounds like
practical fun... maybe find out where
all the money's gone.
Accounting
it is. After I finish being inspired by the incredible Pacific and her
love affair with the setting sun.
Walked
the mile or so around the coastal trail at Lincoln Park (Northwest tip of San
Francisco) last night at Sunset and wondered, how did I ever leave this place
before??... and would I be able to leave it again??... California I mean.
Saw 'THE
FOUNTAIN' - Thought-provoking about life and death. Shame about the
end. Hugh Jackman convinced me right up to the end.. My take on it..
his wife betrays him by dying, making him feel impotent that he couldn't save
her and increasing his terror of death. He gets the opportunity and
becomes addicted to life. Lots of groovy visuals and some interesting
ideas.
AND Join
the Stampede... to SUNDANCE FILM FESTIVAL. The emails are flying in from
film-makers telling me to see this film and that film at Sundance... sorry
kids.. I may be here, but I'm not there.
Fri/Sat 12-13 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicLearn Something
New
Attended
a Final Cut Pro seminar
(w/Alavala), as an adjunct to the MACWORLD Expo. A room full of MEN all on
a high about their creativity and film/documentary/video production. The
example used to teach us the broad spectrum of the software's editing abilities,
was soon to be released film 'ZODIAC' which apparently used Final Cut Pro
and thus can view/edit/delete/re-colour all the scenes and shots as they are
being filmed. Sorry to be so simplistic.. but the closest I've come to
film-making was writing a screenplay and a couple of treatments and dragging
them around to producers in Australia and LA [i.e The
Sydney Saga!]. I never learned the nuts and
bolts of life behind the lens, so a LOT of this seminar went straight over my
head.. but also delivered the message... CALIFORNIA is HOT for PRODUCT!!!!
Everybody here is making something.. music, movies, animation.. you name
it. America's number one export (apart from Cannabis, which is listed as
the 'largest American cash crop' at $35 billion - beating out wheat, rice and
corn) is entertainment
and the software to facilitate the making of same.
Saw the French film
'BACKSTAGE'.... which was pretty remarkable in that Emanuelle Seigneur
(sp?) plays a Debby Harry doppelganger of a 40-something French pop-icon, with
such riveting non-ce-plus; iced-style and phoenix burning ego, that at the end I
wanted to run out and buy her records. There's something about that French
dead-pan delivery and lyrics that make no sense, but all sense.
Thurs 11 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicHonour a Great
Man!!!
LSD the Beyond Within - Today (January 11th, 2007) is the 101st. birthday
of LSD's discover, Dr. Albert Hofmann. Last year a large International
Conference was held in honor of his 100th birthday. I attended the
conference and gave a talk, LSD & Aldous Huxley's Island: Setting Sail
for a New Country (Video). I'm posting this great documentary LSD The
Beyond Within, made by...
Also Thurs 11 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicBring your
wallet...
Yesterday: Wandered over to the MACWORLD
Conference & Expo @ The Moscone Center from 8-12 Jan. Of course, I missed Steve
Jobs keynote speech on Monday or Tuesday, launching the Expo and it's
discombobulatingly 'new' yet (for me) not new enough products... But I met
Steve Jobs years ago when I managed the Vorpal Gallery and Muldoon was trying
to sell him some prints. He didn't buy them then, but he's sure selling
now.
I strolled into the Moscone Center and
followed the herd down a massive escalator.. got to the bottom and tried to
freely flow
with the neo-enlightened crowd into the Expo. Either my shape-shifting
skills are failing or I'm just not invisible enough. A security person
signalled to me, 'Where's your Pass?' I signalled that I didn't know I
needed one.. he sent me back upstairs. I checked out the registration
fee: For all events for the week around $1,400. The least pricey
event was a demonstration of MAC TV which would only cost you $350 to get in and
be amazed.
So.. . I left.
And crossed the street outside passing a
'Chinese Workers against Apple' protest and a couple of other
complainants. Apparently the once-again computer giant is abusing their
cachet in other parts of the world.. , forcing terms, using slave labour...
etc.. all the usual.
I remember in June 1997 when Apple hit
rock bottom and their stock was $14 a share. I wanted my mother to
purchase a thousand and she fobbed me off. It would have been a smart
move. Occasionally, I bet on the right horse, but always with someone
else's money.
Yes... ''BABEL''
is a good place to start the new year. A terrifically complex and terrifyingly believable
epic about what happens when brutal and in-e-vi-ta-ble reality pierces
your precious little bubble. A cross-cultural pageant, staged on the 'threshold of
tragedy'. Kept us pinned to our seats, squirming but fascinated.
Yet, Brad Pitt does NOT deserve a Golden Globe or Oscar for his
performance. He's hardly in the damned film. But the supporting cast
are incredible. The deaf-mute nymphomaniacally distressed Japanese
teenager, the tormented hispanic child-carer 'Amelia'. The desperate
people living on the edge everywhere. The 'rifle' which as the trans-global
centre-piece, sparked the entire story of gross misinformation,
misinterpretation, miscommunication and misunderstanding. Begs the
question, do we ever understand each other at all? And if we did, what
would we really know?
Other films
seen recently: "LITTLECHILDREN"
(5 *****, would be 10 if you could have 10 stars. GREAT film) and 'NOTES
ON A SCANDAL' which
for all the extraordinary acting by Judi Dench and Cate Blanchett was a
completely UN-BELIEVABLE soup served up with a brilliantly dialogued screenplay.
The latest GREAT EPIC from Zhang Yimou, 'CURSE
OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER'
with Gong Li, who is, as usual, indescribably epic herself. The film was
absolutely visually stunning with the classic twist in the plot we relate to all
of Zhang's story-lines... i.e. HERO
and HOUSE OF FLYING
DAGGERS.
Also saw 'THE
HOLIDAY' - yeah...
romantic fact-ion or a fiction based on how women really do see the world.
Women can be such impossibly self-delusional creatures.
Speaking
of good, bad and indifferent films: new German internet video site YOOMEE.TV
has requested a DEEP SIX
video to air. They forwarded a broadcast contract, so I guess,
yes, we'll send them a copy.
and
Tonight 10 Jan and next Tues 17 Jan: DJ Hope Eternal is playing Electra's
'DEEP SIX'
and 'Electra-vocalled DONTCHUMAKMELAFF' on internet radio ERROR.FM
- Actually.. I don't know what 'tonight' means in terms of global
timescales. I'm in PST and Hope Eternal is in GMT so... it's probably
already happened or is happening right now.. i.e. early afternoon California
time...
Tues 9 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicThe end of
good times... the beginning of other times..
I can't
believe the trip is over. Someday, life itself will be over.
Ok..
it's a new year.. and you know what that means... the shit self-study known as
'evaluation'... evaluating your life, your plans, your ingredients, your
thoughts, your hopes, your partner(s), your social circle(s), your aspirations
and YOUR FLAWS!!!!!!!! The effed up business of no more champagne
cocktails, no more evasion, no more distractions, i.e. travel, parties, family
and friends... just the cold hard stare in the mirror of a 'new' year and all
it's attendant horrors... you know what they are... we don't have to list them
here.
I've been reading
a rather simplistic but accurate tome entitled, 'You
Can't Afford The Luxury of a Negative Thought'..
so the above paragraph, telegraphing my fears, concerns and 'end-of-bubble'
worries, will be my last self-eviscerating passage of 2007. We have landed
with a 'thump'... but I'm famous for my buoyancy. Like a turd in a
swimming pool... I float.
9-10
JANUARY - INCUBUS @ The Warfield, Market Street, San Francisco. Guess
I gotta get a ticket.
8 January 07: No such luck.
[Shock horror, but
completely unsurprising... INCUBUS are completely SOLD OUT!!!
You've gotta book a long time in advance to see these bands and they are so
worth it. Sharp, smart, aware and with a 'message' worth receiving.]
Sun 7 Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicBack to life...
back to reality...
uh... back
to the Hot Tub! Back in San Francisco... not much to say, except the road
is addictive and all of life seems very stale and dull without it's endlessly
beckoning horizon.
Mon-Tues-Wed-
1- 2 - 3
Jan 2007 - MGCK
MusicFirst Days of
2007
- Cross that desert
Arizona
to Mojave
land: I should thank god for
the motor vehicle and WiFi. I don't know how they did it in a wagon
train. But the real issue is how much of the planet is going to look
like this if we keep driving SUV's, buying cheap mass-produced products from
China that tear all the remaining resources out of the earth and off the backs
of living animals; flying wherever and whenever we feel like it and just pumping
up our consumer lifestyles. Probably your back yard and every other currently
'green', wild, space is going to look like this. And what's going to
happen to the creatures big and small and magnificent???
We've been listening to
'radio Evangelists' during the over 3000 miles drive we clocked through
California and Arizona since JM arrived. I can't say I want to join
them... but they've got a point. We just may be living in the 'end of
days' and people really are kind of completely crazy. Conspicuous
consumption is the super-value that rules over all logic and life. Nuthin's got
a chance out there. Absolutely nuthin.
FIRST
DAYS of a NEW YEAR: STILL WISHING IT WAS THE OLD YEAR...
***But, here,
safely away from reality, in my own warm american 'car' bubble, driving all the way back to San Francisco.. I forgot about the destruction of
the world around me and luxuriously pondered my own self-importance; the fact I
made no New Year's Resolutions and the question: 'What exactly had I achieved in
2006?' The results weren't that bad:
Won
a lawsuit (and the CASH that goes with it,!) single-handed, i.e. 'pro se'
(from the most hideous, evil, gruesomely greedy bastards you can
imagine! Believe me when I say 'Right is Might!!!'
Started
leaving the old North UK homestead and moving out across the world, to
check out where I might next want to call 'home'
Did
a couple of REALLY stunningly good gigs in stunning locations with ALTRES
Signed
the CYCLOPS Records deal for the release of the Twelfth Night Album
'Voices in The Night' to be released Early 2007
In
all... and there was probably more... but in all that I can remember right
now... it wasn't at all a bad year.
Of
course, there's still time to do something actually IMPORTANT:
as always www.clearchannelsucks.net
(note: this site WAS closed down in a court battle with the Media Giant who got
awarded the rights to the website name.. but it has sprung up again in an
Appeal.. gripping stuff..
Enter the official site here... and you can get to the
more commercial/less political presentation, which isn't, for all intents and purposes,
very commercial, as there's nothing we hate more than com-mer-shi-(al)-it-y, but
we like spreading the music around.
You'll also get to the other stuff.. the reviews
of un-signed artists and the music of those we love. You'll get Advice!
too, if you ask nicely and for those of you obsessed with discussions on Magick,
there is a letters page...and a GUESTBOOK!
Bye for now, til later....
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